There are 3 more days to go...
to end up the year of 2010...
suddenlly felt so sad...
without reason...
my 18 years old life end very soon...
sweet 18???
can said so...
but..
for me it's not really sweet 18...
my sweet 18 is not full fill with the study in the end of my 18...
i wish that i could go through in the whole malaysia...
i wish that i could finish up my life with joining some discipline group such as police & etc..
but i fails to do so as form 6 life is damn miserable...
i cant memorize all the note as well as others...
my memory is not really well after stop my band life...
i want back my band life...
but,
it is just in my dream, not reality...
>.<
so sad,
i 4 years band life just leave me like that only...
how come...
i wish to continued my band life soon...
&
my NS life too..
both of them is already become my support in my life...
they are important to me..
i also didn't realize about that when they became the most important part in my life...
can anyone tell me when it start??
NS & BAND...
~ both of you are important in my life..
~ i cant live without u guys...
maybe i put too much feelings during my NS...
cant believe that...
before i go NS, i told myself not to put too much feelings on it..
but,
i fails to do so..
haiz...
now,
my 2nd home in my life---marching band...
my 3rd home in my life---national service...
i miss my both home very much...
>.<
-jy-